So i worked today and got told by my manager that i need to start shaving better. because i already have to shave twice a day for this bitch and its evidently my fault because my facial hair grows back during work. and then i found out my great uncle, who took over as my grandfather figure after my grandpa passed away, died today from cancer and then when i was at my parents my pet Gecko whom ive had for 9 years died in my arms..... so simply to say i hate today..... but there is some sanity left over in my mind... im going to remake one of my old sonas and make him a gecko in honor of my pet, im going to get my nose back to the grind and do what needs to be done to hone my skills in honor of my great uncle and im going to become a manager at work to put this cranky one on equal footing with me. so... i have a plan and now im gonna do it.