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Fighting Depression
17 years ago
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Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no craven,
Ghastly grim and ancient Raven wandering from the Nightly shore--
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!"
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no craven,
Ghastly grim and ancient Raven wandering from the Nightly shore--
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!"
So yeah... my boyfriend broke up with me about a week ago. I love him more than anything, and hope we will be together again soon, but doubts and fears are making me miserable.
He decided that he wasn't going to talk to me anymore, ever, and basically threw me out of his life like a piece of trash. But I think he still loves me. Crazy, huh? Well according to his friend he does, and he loves me too much to just be friends. =_=
I have bad dreams about him constantly (I have good dreams about him, too, but not as often as the bad.) Some were so bad that I woke up crying. And sometimes I feel like I'm getting my hopes too high and end up tearing myself back down...
But I have to have hope. It's like the only thing I'm running on these days. I have hope, and I try to distract myself. I read, draw, go shopping, etc. I've tried talking to new people. Talking to old friends, as well. And it seems to be working. My ex's friend has convinced him to talk to me again, but it will be a while til then. In the meantime, I've got to stay strong.
He decided that he wasn't going to talk to me anymore, ever, and basically threw me out of his life like a piece of trash. But I think he still loves me. Crazy, huh? Well according to his friend he does, and he loves me too much to just be friends. =_=
I have bad dreams about him constantly (I have good dreams about him, too, but not as often as the bad.) Some were so bad that I woke up crying. And sometimes I feel like I'm getting my hopes too high and end up tearing myself back down...
But I have to have hope. It's like the only thing I'm running on these days. I have hope, and I try to distract myself. I read, draw, go shopping, etc. I've tried talking to new people. Talking to old friends, as well. And it seems to be working. My ex's friend has convinced him to talk to me again, but it will be a while til then. In the meantime, I've got to stay strong.
