I will miss you...
11 years ago
General
I will miss you, and all the things you do... I don't know how I was supposed to know what change is unless I don't make the same mistakes again...
I will miss you.. And I didn't make them, the things that led to our destruction, the thoughts and acts that led to question, ! FIrst instinct?
I will miss you... and the way im always wrong, I hope you find what you are looking for as you grow... You have improved my life in ways I cannot express...
I. Will. Miss. You. late at night alone... laying on my back searching the black for your face now... Now you just listen to gossip, or whatever is pulling your strings next...
I will miss you... and the way that we connect, but will never connect again, because you have to answer your phone to do that...
I will miss you... and the sound of you moaning through a wall for him...
Oh my God.
Oh my God.
If only he knew,
If only he knew,
If only he knew about the world without the bullshit and the lies,
We could've saved him.
They could've saved me.
But instead I'm here drowning in my own fucking mind,
And I'll be damned if you're the death of me.
Blood and ink stain the walls.
Silently with bloodied knuckles, I carry on
Hoping it's not too wrong.
You said the nights were far too long.
'Honey, it's just the start of it.'
I will miss you.. And I didn't make them, the things that led to our destruction, the thoughts and acts that led to question, ! FIrst instinct?
I will miss you... and the way im always wrong, I hope you find what you are looking for as you grow... You have improved my life in ways I cannot express...
I. Will. Miss. You. late at night alone... laying on my back searching the black for your face now... Now you just listen to gossip, or whatever is pulling your strings next...
I will miss you... and the way that we connect, but will never connect again, because you have to answer your phone to do that...
I will miss you... and the sound of you moaning through a wall for him...
Oh my God.
Oh my God.
If only he knew,
If only he knew,
If only he knew about the world without the bullshit and the lies,
We could've saved him.
They could've saved me.
But instead I'm here drowning in my own fucking mind,
And I'll be damned if you're the death of me.
Blood and ink stain the walls.
Silently with bloodied knuckles, I carry on
Hoping it's not too wrong.
You said the nights were far too long.
'Honey, it's just the start of it.'
FA+

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...
So if you love me, let me go.
And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care.
I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my fate -
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you...
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your lights
But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight
So save your breath, I will not care.
I think I made it very clear.
You couldn't hate enough to love.
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend.
Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a saint...
Ooh, my own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go
So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I won't listen to your shame
You ran away - you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control...
Ooh, my love was punished long ago
If you still care, don't ever let me know
If you still care, don't ever let me know...