I don't understand this. I am losing DeeDee. Hell I've already lost her. We've been friends since middleschool. I mean, I thou I'd lost her when I went ot Calli, but we reconnected and IU was hoping to keep her this time, but i am stil gonna lose her. I'm nott a good people person, folks on here are being really mean. I don't even know what a troll is. mI was suimply giving words of wisedom that I have gotten and found to be trew. I have dislexia, how dare they insult my spelling. It's not my fault, It gets all mixed up. I trewlty don't understand. I've been called that several time by several folks and I don't get it, what does it mean?


Why am I writing this? does anyone even read it.


I should jump off the Golden Gate Bridge before I even head back to Nebraska. Noone would miss me anyway.