I guess im not cut out for it...
17 years ago
General
STOP!!
Yep...I dropped out of college...
Ill try and keep it short, keep you from having to read a lot... lol
My tutor never liked anything I produced...ever...no matter how much effort I put into it.
I was always being told I couldnt draw, or why have I draw this...not just by my tutor, but by other 'adults' who thought it was ok JUST because the tutor is doing it..
My friends tried to encourage me to ignore it, but it was ok up to the point where everyday I was being told I should just kill myself as im not going to get anywhere in life...
After a while I just lost interest in art, got rid of everything...projects..sketches..etc etc
I ended up being ill, a lot, as I was so depressed...so I fell behind, then I got letters saying I would be kicked from college if I dont start attending more...so I attended despite how well I was..and nothing changed, I even talked to my tutor about the issues...even though she said she would talk to the Head of Faculty...NOTHING CHANGED!
Well fuck that then, I was much better off when I was doing my own thing and earning a decent living, least I was fucking happy. Screw the rest lol you get the picture I think.
Its taken me a while to get back into the swing of things, but least now I can relax a little, so I can now hopefully get back to making more recent posts etc.
Ill try and keep it short, keep you from having to read a lot... lol
My tutor never liked anything I produced...ever...no matter how much effort I put into it.
I was always being told I couldnt draw, or why have I draw this...not just by my tutor, but by other 'adults' who thought it was ok JUST because the tutor is doing it..
My friends tried to encourage me to ignore it, but it was ok up to the point where everyday I was being told I should just kill myself as im not going to get anywhere in life...
After a while I just lost interest in art, got rid of everything...projects..sketches..etc etc
I ended up being ill, a lot, as I was so depressed...so I fell behind, then I got letters saying I would be kicked from college if I dont start attending more...so I attended despite how well I was..and nothing changed, I even talked to my tutor about the issues...even though she said she would talk to the Head of Faculty...NOTHING CHANGED!
Well fuck that then, I was much better off when I was doing my own thing and earning a decent living, least I was fucking happy. Screw the rest lol you get the picture I think.
Its taken me a while to get back into the swing of things, but least now I can relax a little, so I can now hopefully get back to making more recent posts etc.
FA+

Im kind of on and off the idea...hmmm, ill need to give it some serious thought, cause right now, I honestly dont know what to do lol =S