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12 years ago
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Some of you might have noticed lately that my mood has been in the gutter, or I've been having rather spontaneous mood swings.
Yeah, I just ask for you to put up with it for now...hopefully, it'll pass soon enough. I'm still just having a lot of trouble with my life and health, and my emotions are taking the full brunt of it.
Honestly, I'm not sure what can help or whatever, it's probably just another one of those things I'll have to work on my own, despite having support from people.
It's brought a few rather, negative revelations through my mind, which hasn't really helped my mood. At least I know where to change myself when I'm done being so pathetic.
I don't know how long this is going to go on for.
I don't know how well I'll come out of it.
But I will, eventually. Better, or worse, who knows~
Yeah, I just ask for you to put up with it for now...hopefully, it'll pass soon enough. I'm still just having a lot of trouble with my life and health, and my emotions are taking the full brunt of it.
Honestly, I'm not sure what can help or whatever, it's probably just another one of those things I'll have to work on my own, despite having support from people.
It's brought a few rather, negative revelations through my mind, which hasn't really helped my mood. At least I know where to change myself when I'm done being so pathetic.
I don't know how long this is going to go on for.
I don't know how well I'll come out of it.
But I will, eventually. Better, or worse, who knows~
Remember when we synced our man-periods? maybe we still are after allll this time? XD
Nathan and I struggle to manage to see each other once every 6 weeks if we are lucky.
With the stupid shifts I work I'm struggling to even make time for myself and Leah now. Being an adult sucks sometimes. You have all the freedom but too much responsibility to be able to enjoy it.
I have my own house now, still round the corner from your parents though. Next time your down, ease do visit. You're welcome to stay.
You were one of the first of my friends to 'truly grow up' anyway ;D So I think that's why I sorta felt a little distanced. You with your actual, real job, own place and such x3 But yeah, I can understand. That's probably why I've got myself like this, I've held onto my childish self for far too long. It'll still be there after all, but I'll just have to reign in some form of control over it, methinks.
Anyway. Visit. Yes. I will soon, hopefully <3