'cause I doubt I've said it yet. XD What's up folks?

Happy holidays and such...and stuff. Bleh, I hate holidays. Bah-humbug! I'm such a scrooge. I mainly wanted to get a few things out of the way before the year ends on me.


Well, 1st and foremost: Early Merry Xmas/Hanukkah/New Year's and aalllllllllz that stuff. Now to set some trees and bottles on fire...

Next: Uh...what was this one again? I don't know... I'm drawing a serious blank here. Whatever, I would like to say, however, that this year has been crazy trying on me on all points; Judgement, Tolerance, Sanity, & pretty much everything in between. I'm surprised I survived it without too many scars. Well, the major one is the sleep apnea, which I hopefully will have a solution for before the year is out.
As far as socially...I'm sorry to everyone I've hurt this year, last year, and whenever I did...which I honestly can't remember most of anytime someone told me I offended them or whatever. Just know, if your reading this and remember what I did, that I didn't mean it. Only 1 or 2 people, I can honestly say, I'm not sorry for them, but I do hope they become better people 'cause of it.

3rd: I never done this before and not likely again, but I haz New Year's Resolutions. Come 2013,:

1 -- I WILL began all projects...ok, one at a time. While I have nothing too solid, I do have enough to begin what I've promised before. Once character designs are out of the way, everything begins...

2 -- Better myself, as a person. This...will be hard, for I don't know what, nor why, I do that is wrong and steer people away from me & I have no one who could tell me what I can improve on(and I mean an irl person, not anyone from the net.). Even more so, females. Just the other day, 2 of my female coworkers kept calling a "party-pooper" 'cause I don't smile or laugh enough around them. Its mostly cause HELLO!!, we are supposed to be working, but it is also that, they aren't funny & often slack off. I do admit my attitude towards the female of our species has degraded a bit over these past few years, but that never comes into play at work. Its purely business.

3 -- School. Yes, school. School to better my art. School to be social. School for artz dammit, I don't need another reason 'sides that!! I have some leftover dinero so I can finally take that test so I can be admitted in Texas colleges. I would love to take the classes I can online, but I'm fairly sure teaching Art is not really coverable via online. XD

4 -- Better job. I like pizza and all, but I swear I don't wanna be in it all my life. I would LOVE a job on the more creative side. Ya know, getting stressed about something I actually like to do? That sounds lovely. Now, if I had a more serious approach to my competitive gaming, playing games professionally also sounds like a sweet idea. Or at least, hit up a few tourneys just for fun. I love gaaames.....

5 -- __________________ This one shall stay open. I already fear failing at these things, but if something else important comes up, then it goes here.


Last(FA specific): Here, FA, .....I don't pay attention to this site anymore & often question why I even visit. I won't be "leaving" FA, but I will definitely be limiting watches & art that comes here. As I've said before, the (majority)FA community are nothing but denizins of sex & if you not drawing "sexy" art, you might as well be invisible. Which I virtually am here. I see no real point to continuing submitting here, nor posting this journal really. Just like the others, just another submission ready for the Nuke button. The only reason I came here was a few friends & Twitter-Furs. 'sides that, I'm not that sexually inclined to "get off" everyday & I see no point in visiting this site too often. FA, to me, might as well be a site like e621. So, yea. Clean up. It will happen by next year.

That's about it, unless, as usual, I'm forgetting something. Oh well. Peace it.