Ack, when is rent due? the absolute latest it can be turned in?

I have just enough to cover this months rent and utilities, and then i run into problems eating. I hate bugging people like this. every time i see a beggy journal from an artist im like.. i just lost a little respect for x-artist because.. GO GET A JOB.

..well, i'm trying. rent is due on the first. hopefully this will spar people who have been wanting to commission me to actually do so. because you know, theres always 50 something people who are like OMG i'd love to commission you but then they'll never go through with it.

I have never lost respect for artists who beg for money when they need it. It's just not something that happens to me because it's usually not people....without skill. Skills have worth, value and it's not like they're asking for donations or anything. They're just asking for people to give them work for money to eat. It's not like holding up a sign on a corner.

I can't help now. I have all my money sunk into AC but after AC I would LOVE to commission you - seriously. I just don't know how fast i could get you money for it. Let me see where I am by Sunday night of the convention. I would be willing to pay a small fee to wire you money last minute over night. Cause I'm cool like that and I appreciate your work. It has great value to me.

you take your time <3 . and thank you, for wanting to commission me because you actually like my work.

i have an interview tomorrow so hopefully that goes well, im just getting annoyed at companies not even bothering to call me back and say im not the right person for them. its not cool to keep people wondering when they obviously are getting a job for SOME reason or another.

good luck at AC! lemme know how it goes. one of these years I will be going.

If you ever make it to AC I'll try to get you in at our table!

that would be awesome. and you would be the best person ever. if finances/life/etc work out, next year may be the year to go, im just waaaay too poor.