so as i sit here alone i start to think why does life have to be so hard and lonly? always pulling u into a rut u cant escape from.. why cant things be easy like when we all were kids .just to be awake and smile and love being alive .it seems i wish for the opposite i want to die slowly watching the world pass me by being thrown aside and ignored curled up and crying wanting to die instead of dealing with the pain of being alone anymore. ive had it all and lost it all ive had the best of time and the worst of times. i miss my friends like juka and frost why cant times just be simpler ? please somebody just give me a answer thats all i ask for anymore. i can watch the clouds pass me by and wonder where they go wishing i was on one just floating away from my pain and hatred for all.. someone please save me....