well.... never thought i'd make it to my senior year. I just went through all my yearbooks from 1st grade up to junior in HS, and it made me think, where the fuck did my life go? 12 years of my life wasted in a goverment funded hellhole. most of it was middle school. god dont remind me of those days. countelss fights i've gotten into, how many times have i been suspended since 1st grade? 58. how many referals? 102. how many friends? 6. think about it ill be 19 when i graduate. seniority! will anyone come to my grad. party? hell no. like i havent been doing things myself since i was born. after next june i may drop off the face of the planet. i am so confused. I never had a job, barely have people skills and am lazier then my half bros. i havent seen my brothers in a year and still we barely said a thing. the only person i really like is my brothers wife and she only fully understands me, unlike my mother who thinks im weird for being gay and a furry. but my dad died 5 years ago and really i was relieved.