I did and said some things yesterday.. that I really shouldn't have..

Yesterday was thanks giving... but I spent it hurt... upset.. depressed almost..

Wanted vengeance on those of why I am how I am..

Not much sleep, just an hour on and off ever few minutes..
I want to be tormented in my sleep... to forget it all..

I want to be broken... is there even a reason to have will anymore...?

Should I be afraid..?

Love.. it is such a strange thing... it does such strange things to people..
I used to be fearless... I wasn't afraid to die... I used to want to end it all..

Now.. things are much different...