Damn it to hell and back again.....
15 years ago
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The weirdness starts....
Okay people, a question for you...
WHY THE FUCK DO PEOPLE THINK I CAN FIX EVERYTHING WITH A WAVE OF MY HAND?
I am trying not to be cynical and depressed but it's a never ending saga here at the Alsie house.. My cousin, female, came up to me the other week, after breaking my car, and said "I need a car to get to work, think of something" and then sat down and played WoW for two hours. Then when I couldn't think of anything to say or do, made out it was MY FUCKING FAULT!
Okay.. I suggested she go for a car loan, even helped her find the car, and then she started in on the loan paperwork... *Whimpers softly* She then proceeded to demand I help her with the $500 deposit they *may* want... Okay, I am a nice guy so I do, expecting that she'd give me the money back when she got paid from work... guess what friends.. no such luck. I am on a pension because of disability I get roughly $550 every two weeks... I had bills this payweek of $400 and she hit me up for $150. So now I am totally fucking broke for the next two weeks.
Well anyway back to the rant. So she starts on the loan, gets the paperwork ready, then over the course of the last 4 days, everytime they have wanted more stuff, she wants me to help her get it, so far I think I have spent more fucking hours on this loan than she has! It is now Friday my time here in the land of Aus and they still haven't said yes.
So now I am down $150, a car, and my cousin seems to blame me for every little fucking thing that goes wrong. I am at fault for not having any money left, yet she earns around $500 a week after everything, for not keeping the car repaired, which she wrecked, and for everything else in her eyes from the black death to Justine Beiber.
There are some days honestly when I don't even want to get out of bed.... On top of everything else having terminal cancer doesn't help.
When is my turn coming when people care?
Ohh yes, and for those of you who might have noticed, I don't have an avatar of my fursona, can't afford to get one done.
WHY THE FUCK DO PEOPLE THINK I CAN FIX EVERYTHING WITH A WAVE OF MY HAND?
I am trying not to be cynical and depressed but it's a never ending saga here at the Alsie house.. My cousin, female, came up to me the other week, after breaking my car, and said "I need a car to get to work, think of something" and then sat down and played WoW for two hours. Then when I couldn't think of anything to say or do, made out it was MY FUCKING FAULT!
Okay.. I suggested she go for a car loan, even helped her find the car, and then she started in on the loan paperwork... *Whimpers softly* She then proceeded to demand I help her with the $500 deposit they *may* want... Okay, I am a nice guy so I do, expecting that she'd give me the money back when she got paid from work... guess what friends.. no such luck. I am on a pension because of disability I get roughly $550 every two weeks... I had bills this payweek of $400 and she hit me up for $150. So now I am totally fucking broke for the next two weeks.
Well anyway back to the rant. So she starts on the loan, gets the paperwork ready, then over the course of the last 4 days, everytime they have wanted more stuff, she wants me to help her get it, so far I think I have spent more fucking hours on this loan than she has! It is now Friday my time here in the land of Aus and they still haven't said yes.
So now I am down $150, a car, and my cousin seems to blame me for every little fucking thing that goes wrong. I am at fault for not having any money left, yet she earns around $500 a week after everything, for not keeping the car repaired, which she wrecked, and for everything else in her eyes from the black death to Justine Beiber.
There are some days honestly when I don't even want to get out of bed.... On top of everything else having terminal cancer doesn't help.
When is my turn coming when people care?
Ohh yes, and for those of you who might have noticed, I don't have an avatar of my fursona, can't afford to get one done.
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