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15 years ago
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Every person that I've ever wanted to be with in life has fucked me over.
Why are people so incredibly selfish that they don't understand how their actions affect others? I guess the world wins. I've got more important things to focus on than finding a good mate to love me because apparently, No one is sincere when they say those words. So I guess i resort to these things that scream attention whore because all I want are fiends and a mate. Kinda like Chips and a drink only they cost a lot more in time and are supposed to last a lot longer than a few hours.
My Grades are slipping as I am just working more on playing videogames that help me get no where in life. I constantly scold the world for having people working on and talking about video games where I know I could do a better job (For example, IGN strategies telling people how to play the game in a way that limits diversity and playability)
I'm still living at home, not really allowed to hang out with people unless my parents know them because they don't want me to get harmed in some way. But that's probably a good things because someone bad happens that only one person knows about and I refuse to tell anyone else.
I'm anxious and stressed all the time. and I have just not been in the mood to do much of anything... I try to sleep but I just end up staying awake.
Oh well, its good I know a lot of great people here that help to keep me sane for as long as I can. I'm just breaking down again and I don't know how to fix myself back up.
Why are people so incredibly selfish that they don't understand how their actions affect others? I guess the world wins. I've got more important things to focus on than finding a good mate to love me because apparently, No one is sincere when they say those words. So I guess i resort to these things that scream attention whore because all I want are fiends and a mate. Kinda like Chips and a drink only they cost a lot more in time and are supposed to last a lot longer than a few hours.
My Grades are slipping as I am just working more on playing videogames that help me get no where in life. I constantly scold the world for having people working on and talking about video games where I know I could do a better job (For example, IGN strategies telling people how to play the game in a way that limits diversity and playability)
I'm still living at home, not really allowed to hang out with people unless my parents know them because they don't want me to get harmed in some way. But that's probably a good things because someone bad happens that only one person knows about and I refuse to tell anyone else.
I'm anxious and stressed all the time. and I have just not been in the mood to do much of anything... I try to sleep but I just end up staying awake.
Oh well, its good I know a lot of great people here that help to keep me sane for as long as I can. I'm just breaking down again and I don't know how to fix myself back up.
Everyone goes through these things. It's part of growing up.
The truth is, it's 3 times easier to look at all of the things you don't have, rather than taking the time to realize what you do have. And frankly, you have a lot more than some people I know. They live happy, productive lives. Why cant you?
You have such a good life, that the small things seem so trivial to you...
I support you, I really do.
Life's got a lot of wonderful things in store for you. Spend your life whining, and theyll pass you by
Cheer up puppylove ~(hughug)~
If you fall into a dangerous pit in life, I'll be there to catch you and break your fall. If sorrow strikes and makes you shed tears, I'll be there to wipe them away. If anyone attacks and hurts your heart, then I'll lick the bleeding wounds till they are nothing but barely visible scars. And if darkness surround you and makes you shiver in fear, then I'll pull you into my safe embrace, where nothing can touch you.
The world is a dark and cruel place, which offers much peril and despair. But be strong, my friend, and find strenght in your alliances. Alone you may be vulnerable, but together we're mighty. That is the power of the bond shared between true friends. And I will always... ALWAYS be watching your back. I love you, my friend.