So I’m this monster,
causing you pain, making you go insane.
So I scream and I shout,
giving a childish pout.

I’m lost and scared.
Pushing all of you away,
biting those loving hands that hold me,
Crying that I’m alone again.
I’ve shattered these masks,
You’ve seen right through me,
but made the wrong calls
So I put up these walls

I hate that I hate you,
but when you hurt me it’s ecstasy
I don’t like it, but baby please keep hitting me
let me cry and act like a spoiled child,
Indulge me as I have for you,
letting these selfish desires come into play.

I’ll kick and I’ll scream,
so give me my wings and let me be!
This angel I am to be,
to be free so you can all see
The knight in shinning armor,
with a sword of bright steel…

…but I’m not, these wings they’re weak,
sword covered in rust of blood…my own and all of yours,
armor dull from the hours of abuse.
But you still don’t see,
what it is to be me.

Don’t walk my path,
this long and lonely path.
You can have many days of happiness without me,
you chain yourself to me; refusing logic till you make me see, this angel I’m supposed to be.

I continue to bite and scream,
The cycle continues.
You break my record,
and strip me straight.

All of you are my angels in this new dawn.
Cuts and scrapes from me adorn you like medals of wars.
You’ll slap me around, smiling and laughing with me
Letting these days go by, adding theses sweet memories as the pages turn
Through thick and thin you’ve been there and I thank you all
You are my friends, my guardians and you’re the characters who love me for me
no matter how much I change,
I shall give you my heart and my life, to see you happy.
For my love for you all is everlasting, no matter what.