Well, we all have our moments when we just walk around and feel like we're the biggest dick in the crowd. I'm not talking your actually cock size folks, I'm talking about how much of an asshole you really are. Today, I believe that if I were to have asshole today, my name would have been legally changed to Mr. Colon Anus. For starters I was sick and in the hospital 3 days ago, (enough said about that ask me in a pm and I'll explain everything there.) I was completely sick when i came home the day after and today I am feeling a bit better and I was just in a bad mood because of school. Anyway, I got on and was talking to a dragon today who asked me a question regarding my sexual orientation. Well I told him that I was gay and the next question was, "Why do you like Males?" And I said a pretty obvious answer as to why I did so I said, "Well, I like the penis." And then another question, "Is it all about the sex?" At this point I was like, (Ok, is this guy serious? of course its not all about the sex.) but I answered, "No its not all about the sex, I also like the personality of the male as well." And then another question, "Why not females?" and I answered "Because boobs and vaj turn me off."

Why does this make me an asshole? Because I was agitated for no reason to someone who didn't deserve it. Just because the last time we talked he asked very personal questions, and made a joke about a 23 year old friend I have saying that "Well, he does like em young" (referring to sex) I honestly believe that I was being trolled. Even though I have been trolled, stalked, and creeped on in the past, I don't have the right to just assume that someone is doing it to me again.the right way to have handled this situation was to have maintained a chill head instead of being so agitated to someone who considered me a friend. Just because of my extremely bad experiences from the past that led to terrible trust issues, I mess up and assume that people who want to cause no harm, i mistake them as a person who is trying to attack me. and yes I messed up on that again.

Another thing I happened with someone else i was talking to that i really just don't wanna talk about it... I'm just having a bad week... it will all get better...


some day...