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Sometimes I wonder
15 years ago
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Some times I wonder about what happens once you die.
"Was everything I worked so hard on to do a waste of time?"
"Why am i wasting time trying to figure out where i need to be when everything just stops in the end."
Sometimes I question this community and just seeing everything as anonymous and no one is really there, (Except for the select few whom i believe to be real :p )
I wish that people were serious when they say they are your friend.
Sometimes I wonder if I'll find that one person who i can just talk to forever and never get bored of that person or vise-versa.
I guess my goal is to get rid of the fake people in my life. I'll just get rid of all the anons and just have a name for the faces I see. Not just... "Random person 1 " but a name that i can actually call them.
"Was everything I worked so hard on to do a waste of time?"
"Why am i wasting time trying to figure out where i need to be when everything just stops in the end."
Sometimes I question this community and just seeing everything as anonymous and no one is really there, (Except for the select few whom i believe to be real :p )
I wish that people were serious when they say they are your friend.
Sometimes I wonder if I'll find that one person who i can just talk to forever and never get bored of that person or vise-versa.
I guess my goal is to get rid of the fake people in my life. I'll just get rid of all the anons and just have a name for the faces I see. Not just... "Random person 1 " but a name that i can actually call them.
Wow do I ramble.
But in all honesty, there will be fake people no matter where you go or who you surround yourself with. Here's the trick though, through life you will eventually learn how to filter those people out. And I do indeed hope that one day you will find that one person you can just talk to forever. Gods knows I have yet to find that person.
To your whole thing of why do we keep going on when there is nothing in store for the end, well, why not? I mean do you want just want to sit there and not do anything for the rest of your life? People keep going on because it's what we were meant to do, and believe it or not, think about what life would be like now if everyone else sat there and thought the same thing and then decided to say "fuck it" and then just quit. Things like your [color=red]Honda Integra[color/] would never have existed. x3
Be safe man and have a good night.