Life has been having lots of up and downs latelt if people havent noticed. There's its really good and fun stuff and seemingly just as your having "too much" fun something bad or irritating has to happen. I'm typing this at school when i shouold be in class. Thats cause i woke up late and if your more than ten minutes late for class they count you absent anyway. So i had first period off today. At least i got a bit of sleep. I'm not entirely sure what everyone's problem is but the earth atmosphere just seem kinda moody and gloomy. I guess it may just be the life of a teenager. There's so much expected for us to accomplish even though the generation ahead or us probably couldn't do what we're expected. My parents aren't really in the best of moods because of me either. I was gone most of the weekend without telling them and they just are kinda quiet with me know. Frankly, i'd rather they'd scold me than give me the silent treatment. Yesterday, i cried for no fault of mine own. My mate, if you remember, lives a city away. I usually go to visit her and its starting to get insanely hard to leave when its nessisary. Crying doesn't make me feel the best since the whole male has to be tough stereotype. I'm starting to really not care what society thinks is "normal". Society always seems to be wrong. It really makes me wish we hadn't evolved into these so-called ultimate beings. I would probably be happier as an animal. They don't have to worry about being on time for curfew or where they have to be at certain times. they dont need to plan anything. I know it just sounds like im ranting and i am. Sadly i dont care if anyone reads or cares about this. I just thought i'd put it out there