I’m feeling really depressed right now
2 days ago
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Reason why because I don’t think I’m ever gonna get married I need a special someone in my life. I’m already 36. I don’t wanna be single for my whole life. I want a special somebody to love me to cuddle with me. It would be in their first suit and love me, but I have no girlfriend and being single sucks. His bird is sad. His heart aches for his true love to find him really soon especially if it was this year my worst fear probably is dying before even fighting or true love and getting married, cause it was my life even worth I’d rather live with a whole bunch of skunks and love their smell and spray smell and be happy with them instead of being hurting and single. I’ve had many girlfriends, but I want my true love right now. I just hope God give me my true love this year and I wouldn’t care if I lose my benefits because I’m autistic and would move in with my true love that would be married to I’d rather live with the one I’d be married to then not live with the one I’d be married to, but why should I worry my life is gonna be single a single pitiful life no true love for me if I would ever find myself a girlfriend here on for affinity who is a furry has a first suit lives in Ohio close to where I live. I’d love to meet them if they’d be wanting to come to my place, but they would have to know that I live in a group home with the waiver group home where it’s me and three other guys and the crap I go through like just this night. I was hit by one of my roommates so we called the place and I wanted to press charges, they didn’t even bother taking the person to jail so I don’t know what the point of living anymore is if I don’t have a wife to cuddle with I have to cuddle with my stuffed animals. Am I inflatable orca? Am I three cow print pillows? Which two of them were that soft fabric stuff I’ve got a pink round cushion, a yellow round cushion and a I guess you say it’s a pink or a hot pink heart shaped pillow which I also would consider a cushion cause it’s nice to sit on too, but still oh yeah and I think I do have a pillow that’s got to the end of a zebra striped pattern on it yeah it’s pretty nice but that’s what I have really to cuddle with no girlfriend no wife no true love I don’t know how much longer I can go on
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