i have this weird relationship with drawing where whenever i draw anything i get in the mood to draw 5 more things but then i never do, and that makes me demotivated to draw at all. and then eventually i give it a try again and feel like drawing is all i ever want to do again just to stop again, its kinda like a cycle. i also have this need to finish a drawing in a few hours, or else ill abandon it. with music this doesnt happen at all i could work on 1 song for multiple years. i want to be able to work on 1 drawing for years, that might be fun