It makes me wish I know how to help you in this situation. O_O

i know that shit hit the fan but don't give up. don't do anything radical plz.

It's hard to not to give up when people on your server reacts like "Oh OK" or "I see". No support, no friends IRL, nobody want to give me work.

that's do sound bad ;/ wish i can give you job but i'm on the same boat with this one ;/ and is quite hard to give a good advice to someone in other country because reality can be very different. But i realy hope you will not give up even if is hard. you are absolute amazing person.

I don;t force anyone to buy something from me. But when nobody want to give me a job - that's sucks too.

It sounds like you're at one of the lowest points imaginable...

Truly wish there was something we could say to fix this...for what it's worth, as long as you live, it's still possible for things to change.

We love your art, and your inspirations—we'll always cherish them.

If my mom wouldn't dead, things will be better. But even in this case I'd get same problems in the future.

Aye...sooner or later things go seriously wrong, whether suddenly or on a deadline, and it feels like your world has sunk into the water. It feels like there's nothing familiar; nothing left to do, especially when one is by themself.

It's even harder to deal with loss at the same time... Even when you're the only one carrying on their memory, it can be tempting to give up on preserving it.

For what it's worth, praying that you can survive and adapt 🙏It doesn't seem like there's any advice I could give that wouldn't be painful to hear.

I am so sorry you didn't get from others... I wish I could help even more really... You do not deserve all this shit and you are a person I like to chat with online, perhaps to hang with IRL too. Shitty situation shitty world.

Regardless of what you do, I will respect any of your choice. But know that I'd definitely miss you both for your personality and your skills...

If you feel alone, know that the group I am in on discord is always open, especially if the people on your current group are jerks or useless with you... You deserve way better girl...

Thank you dear friend! ^^

🫂

It seems like you're panicking, Please don't do anything drastic. And for now, call a hotline. Don't hurt yourself, You can sort out stuff with the banks later.

I can't call. My balance there is totally zero and I can't add at least $5 to get 300 minutes.

I'm sure there are free hotlines in your area. Try looking some up.