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I had some concerns from people about me being slow lately, so I thought I would do a journal about what's going on with me.
Yes I can say been pretty slow for a while and IDK really want to say about it. I've been having trouble focusing things, executive dysfunction, and ADD stuffs. I'm trying my best not to stress out about it because I know spiraling want help, so I just need to get to bottom of this or re-find myself. IDK.
Over all I feel like I'm doing fine. I don't feel depressed. Maybe I'm stressed? It's hard to say if it's stress because there is a LOT going on in the world right now. But I find my self to become numb to everything. So blanket stuff: Politics and AI and shit that you probably know about, I don't need to get into all that because you know. XD
Personal stuff going on. I have PCOS, and I was bleeding for 3 months straight, heavy or light. So I made some appointments and last week it just fucken stopped, and I'm back to normal. So I'm not really following though with anything because like, I'm just tired of dealing with this stuff. At least last year the doctor got it to where I'm not in pain all the time. I can say during those three months is about when the focus problems slowly started. But like I don't know if it's the problem or part of the problem.
About a month go my hubby chewed his mom out. She's been a manipulator over him. He really got some things that needed to be said. Noting has really been resolved. This hasn't really effected me besides I don't like being accused of something I'm not. But this is stuff he needs to work out, and I'm here for him whatever decisions he makes. It's like a weird thing because I love her, I feel bad for her, but at the same time, she hurts my hubby. This is the nest she built for herself.
Yeah. Part of me blames having to many projects. Maybe I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed because it's like: Commissions, Shop art, make book, I wanna do a comic!!
I want to do all the things, but I just play Neopets and look at BlueSky till it shows me things I don't want to see. This is the executive dysfunction I talked about.
Part of me is like, I don't want to do commissions anymore. I don't know how to talk about this because I don't want people to feel like they are the problem when they are most likely not the problem. But over all Some people can be a bit annoying, but 90% of you are amazing.
I have been enjoying making some art I want to make with the shop, But I am feeling like I hit a cap. I want to expand on some sets I've made, but some things in the set are not selling. Like people buy Anubis But not Sekhmet or Horrus. Do people JUST want Anubis? XD The Tiny Dinos, people just buy the blue dino lanyards and the stegosaurus phone charm. I do have plans to do BackerKit this year, I want to do Tiny Dino enamel pins. I think they will do well.
I kind of stopped working on the book because the swaying keychains game out with the manufacture and I had to make a batch of those because new products are 50% off. I freaking love them though. I need to update shop stuff here on FA, I'm a bit behind. I was working on the book this week abit. I'll try to get back into that.
The comic is new. [url=https://comicfury.com/comicprofile.php?url=trotalong]I did make a comic listing on ComicFury.[/ur] I was SUPPER happy to see how well people liked Nini. This will be a slow project. Working on a better ref of Naomi currently, and I've sketched out about 2 pages now.
So IDK I feel like I'm going to get myself back together from here, just might take some time. I appreciate people being patent with me. I haven't really had this problem before. But shit happens. I'll get though this. Just know, I don't think anything is wrong with me. It's a chaotic time. Maybe this is what the Zodiacs were talking about lol
I will fucken fight these horses to get my motivations back. 🐎🔥🐁
Yes I can say been pretty slow for a while and IDK really want to say about it. I've been having trouble focusing things, executive dysfunction, and ADD stuffs. I'm trying my best not to stress out about it because I know spiraling want help, so I just need to get to bottom of this or re-find myself. IDK.
Over all I feel like I'm doing fine. I don't feel depressed. Maybe I'm stressed? It's hard to say if it's stress because there is a LOT going on in the world right now. But I find my self to become numb to everything. So blanket stuff: Politics and AI and shit that you probably know about, I don't need to get into all that because you know. XD
Personal stuff going on. I have PCOS, and I was bleeding for 3 months straight, heavy or light. So I made some appointments and last week it just fucken stopped, and I'm back to normal. So I'm not really following though with anything because like, I'm just tired of dealing with this stuff. At least last year the doctor got it to where I'm not in pain all the time. I can say during those three months is about when the focus problems slowly started. But like I don't know if it's the problem or part of the problem.
About a month go my hubby chewed his mom out. She's been a manipulator over him. He really got some things that needed to be said. Noting has really been resolved. This hasn't really effected me besides I don't like being accused of something I'm not. But this is stuff he needs to work out, and I'm here for him whatever decisions he makes. It's like a weird thing because I love her, I feel bad for her, but at the same time, she hurts my hubby. This is the nest she built for herself.
Yeah. Part of me blames having to many projects. Maybe I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed because it's like: Commissions, Shop art, make book, I wanna do a comic!!
I want to do all the things, but I just play Neopets and look at BlueSky till it shows me things I don't want to see. This is the executive dysfunction I talked about.
Part of me is like, I don't want to do commissions anymore. I don't know how to talk about this because I don't want people to feel like they are the problem when they are most likely not the problem. But over all Some people can be a bit annoying, but 90% of you are amazing.
I have been enjoying making some art I want to make with the shop, But I am feeling like I hit a cap. I want to expand on some sets I've made, but some things in the set are not selling. Like people buy Anubis But not Sekhmet or Horrus. Do people JUST want Anubis? XD The Tiny Dinos, people just buy the blue dino lanyards and the stegosaurus phone charm. I do have plans to do BackerKit this year, I want to do Tiny Dino enamel pins. I think they will do well.
I kind of stopped working on the book because the swaying keychains game out with the manufacture and I had to make a batch of those because new products are 50% off. I freaking love them though. I need to update shop stuff here on FA, I'm a bit behind. I was working on the book this week abit. I'll try to get back into that.
The comic is new. [url=https://comicfury.com/comicprofile.php?url=trotalong]I did make a comic listing on ComicFury.[/ur] I was SUPPER happy to see how well people liked Nini. This will be a slow project. Working on a better ref of Naomi currently, and I've sketched out about 2 pages now.
So IDK I feel like I'm going to get myself back together from here, just might take some time. I appreciate people being patent with me. I haven't really had this problem before. But shit happens. I'll get though this. Just know, I don't think anything is wrong with me. It's a chaotic time. Maybe this is what the Zodiacs were talking about lol
I will fucken fight these horses to get my motivations back. 🐎🔥🐁
Just know that it’s ok to take breaks here and there and don’t worry about what people post on Bluesky or Twitter.
I'm also here whenever you want to chat.
Just being funny. I hope lol