Lil life update!
4 weeks ago
General
Each day I'll get a little better...
I realize that I don't often post anything about what's going on in my personal life here, that stuff mostly ends up on BlueSky. So here's a lil life update for those interested
I've been lying low for a while trying to get life to settle down enough to function like a regular adult.
This all ended up leading to an anxiety attack over Easter.
I'll spare the details, but I'm taking care of the problems now and I'm trying to re-emerge as a person again.
I REALLY want to get back into doing art regularly again.
And I want it to be fun and enjoyable.
A lot of my problems are debt related, but I'm simply not the kind of artist that can lock in and do comms all the time.
Relying on art as a critical income source just takes all the fun out of it.
(I guess I should clarify, I do want to do comms again once I stabilize with my art more.
I just don't want them to be a necessary source of income.
I want to be stable enough that comm money can be used for other stuff like fun personal things or purchasing Blender addons or assets for more art!)
All that I guess just to say that I'm still around, and I still want to learn and make more art.
I'm just a bit of a mess behind the horny woof mask, and I'm trying again to clean myself up so I can be the artist and person I actually want to be.
I've been lying low for a while trying to get life to settle down enough to function like a regular adult.
This all ended up leading to an anxiety attack over Easter.
I'll spare the details, but I'm taking care of the problems now and I'm trying to re-emerge as a person again.
I REALLY want to get back into doing art regularly again.
And I want it to be fun and enjoyable.
A lot of my problems are debt related, but I'm simply not the kind of artist that can lock in and do comms all the time.
Relying on art as a critical income source just takes all the fun out of it.
(I guess I should clarify, I do want to do comms again once I stabilize with my art more.
I just don't want them to be a necessary source of income.
I want to be stable enough that comm money can be used for other stuff like fun personal things or purchasing Blender addons or assets for more art!)
All that I guess just to say that I'm still around, and I still want to learn and make more art.
I'm just a bit of a mess behind the horny woof mask, and I'm trying again to clean myself up so I can be the artist and person I actually want to be.
zord
~zordraggon
well i hope you'll be alright after such a big moment, it is best not to get burnt out on art either tbf, but i look forward to what person you want to become
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