Things, in a VERY relative sense, are a little better now.

That friend mentioned in my last journal and I have re-connected. Thanks to both my journal and a mutual friend helping to give us an avenue of communication. That is a relief for me.

That said I am still not in a stable mental spot, so I am simply not ready to dive back in to social media, or rebuilding my Telegram yet.

For my subscribers, if you didn't notice, I am making an attempt to continue posting work on Substar despite my break from the bigger net. For the rest of you don't worry, I'll be posting everything publicly once I feel better. It will happen, barring tragedy.

This coming week (as of this journal) I will be spending some much needed time offline with my boyfriend , we're going to get a hotel where I grew up and just relax together in the hills. Soon after that, in around May-July, I will finally be living with him. That is something I am almost unbearably excited for.

Moving forward into the future I feel like I need to pull back from being as accessible to people as I have been. There's been too much hurt lately, too many lies, and as my drawing "Perform" strongly suggests - I am burnt out so badly.

There you go, thanks for sticking around.
Puppy out