A Way Forward
2 months ago
General
Things have been stressful lately.
Until recently, I had been spending a lot of time taking care of my father, while he had some health issues with cancer, and incomplete sketches have been building up... Now, I'm working the family business solo, and trying to schedule some morning art time, hoping it reestablishes a bit more of my daily schedule.
I probably won't be able to attend cons for a while. I'm hoping to sort everything out, and find some stability again. Spending time drawing some dragons again has been relaxing, though. <3
I'm also thinking about clearing my old journals, for a bit of a fresh start feeling.
Until recently, I had been spending a lot of time taking care of my father, while he had some health issues with cancer, and incomplete sketches have been building up... Now, I'm working the family business solo, and trying to schedule some morning art time, hoping it reestablishes a bit more of my daily schedule.
I probably won't be able to attend cons for a while. I'm hoping to sort everything out, and find some stability again. Spending time drawing some dragons again has been relaxing, though. <3
I'm also thinking about clearing my old journals, for a bit of a fresh start feeling.
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Godspeed, Chroma, really. You got this, and we'll all be doing what we can, even if it is just encouraging words from the sidelines.
I imagine you feel a heavy sense of responsibility as you try to keep the business going with your own efforts, without the shared help and guidance from your dad, and perhaps a feeling of not wanting to be the one who ends a multi-generational family business and tradition, maybe. All while stressing about whether your dad will get better, and trying to keep your own routines and hobbies going for the sake of your own mental health, even though time for these things is so lacking for you.
Thanks for sharing your struggles with us. I hope that you and your family are as okay as you all can be. Times like these won’t last forever. I cherish seeing your diverse depictions of characters in interesting poses, and I enjoy reading your journals which projects an aura of kindness, peace and gentleness, despite the storm around you.
Sadly, my dad won't be getting better. I kind of glossed over that a bit, but... that's the situation.
I made an urn for him, and that project was actually a really nice way to process, I think.
Mental health will be a bit of a challenge, but I'll be helping my mom with some things, as well, and even though my family is smaller, we do get along well.
The urn is a lovely way to give him a final gift - a personalised thing crafted from your very own hands. I imagine he’d be smiling at you for it. I guess it would have some healing benefits for you too, as you grieve.
But. The funeral is tomorrow.
With pancreatic cancer, it wasn't unexpected... but it's still difficult.
Nothing with cancer is ever easy.
I'm glad to see you're still around, and wish you all the luck getting back rolling. Take your time! You still have friends and fans here that want to see you well.
I'm sorry for your loss Chroma, I hope the time you had with him near the end was good.
And be sure to take care of yourself so you don't burn out having to fly things solo, take time, if you can, for grieving.
Sad to hear things are going this way but I hope there will be better times for you again <3
Also hey, best wishes to you and your dad, that must be something so heavy to handle. plus managing the family business! Take care of yourself too okay? Glad you're finding things that relax you
Sending you all the best wishes from across the world, I hope you will find your peace and balance soon again.
And it is good to see your work again.
You have all my respect for taking care of yourself and your family!
Anyone who makes a living (Or supplements it) via online/Internet stuffs has my empathy when stuffs happen that keeps them away from it. That's not easy to deal with on top of all the rest.
You do what you must, and visit when possible! You know we'll be here minding the 'Fort' till you can return in full and continue with your good work!
Aniwaya