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It's so cliche to dislike December and yet... lol
2 months ago
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I'm working on owed work to the speed of light at this very moment so no worries there!
On something more. Personal.
Idk if it's weird. just wanted to vent a little because I'm just so so so sad & overwhelmed LOL, I have no family members in the country I moved in, ever since my teenage years I typically spend it with whichever friends invite me or happen to be family-less atm. I've been extremely lucky to find myself surrounded by great people who want my company.
But this year EVERYBODY who made plans to make a party at my place backed out just now & are rightfully choosing to be w their families so it's just me (who doesn't have one here ❤️) and it's driving me insane sjdjsjajahahaha omg. I can't even vent to anyone I know irl because it'll look like I'm begging to be invited & that's the most awkward thing I can think off. It'll make them feel guilty when they're doing nothing wrong, so I just won't.
And that's it LOL... If I didn't put those thoughts somewhere I could just explode... Thanks for reading if you did. I'll just proceed to tug my hair & cry all by myself for the remainder of the month lolol
I'll keep focusing on work now. I have yet to reply to a couple of people & I'll get to it in briefly! Thank you for supporting me!
On something more. Personal.
Idk if it's weird. just wanted to vent a little because I'm just so so so sad & overwhelmed LOL, I have no family members in the country I moved in, ever since my teenage years I typically spend it with whichever friends invite me or happen to be family-less atm. I've been extremely lucky to find myself surrounded by great people who want my company.
But this year EVERYBODY who made plans to make a party at my place backed out just now & are rightfully choosing to be w their families so it's just me (who doesn't have one here ❤️) and it's driving me insane sjdjsjajahahaha omg. I can't even vent to anyone I know irl because it'll look like I'm begging to be invited & that's the most awkward thing I can think off. It'll make them feel guilty when they're doing nothing wrong, so I just won't.
And that's it LOL... If I didn't put those thoughts somewhere I could just explode... Thanks for reading if you did. I'll just proceed to tug my hair & cry all by myself for the remainder of the month lolol
I'll keep focusing on work now. I have yet to reply to a couple of people & I'll get to it in briefly! Thank you for supporting me!
TLDR; It sucks but using imagination isn't too bad to make it suck less...
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