I'm leaving.
7 months ago
General
Всем Хоё.
I don't know if it's for good or not, but I'm leaving. It's not because of illness, relocation, work, or anything else important. No circumstances led to this. I made this decision myself. I've fulfilled the 10 requests I promised, so I can leave with a clear conscience.
Thank you to everyone who has supported me throughout this time. To my pack and to the people who just walked by: thank you all for reacting to me and my work in any way. Perhaps it was because of your likes and comments on this or that post that I didn't leave earlier. I won't delete my accounts, but I won't post anything on them in the near future. As I mentioned earlier, I don't know if I'll return, but in any case, I want my work to remain here.
If someone is still interested in the reasons for this decision, I will be straightforward: I do not see progress. I do not see myself getting better. I have not liked my drawings for a long time.Flaws, mistakes, boring poses and plots: my works have a lot of disadvantages that I either can't or don't want to correct for some reason. Also, many of my drawings were coldly evaluated by my friends, which served as some proof for me of the low quality of my drawings and style. Perhaps all this doesn't look like an objective reason, but I will say that it is difficult for me to fully explain all those factors that cause me negative emotions and hatred for myself and my art.
Anyway, I made a decision and wrote this text. So Alpha Fox (Scora) and the little Pokémon Trainer (Rah) leave you. Good luck and have a nice day/night.
I snap my fingers and the lights go out
I don't know if it's for good or not, but I'm leaving. It's not because of illness, relocation, work, or anything else important. No circumstances led to this. I made this decision myself. I've fulfilled the 10 requests I promised, so I can leave with a clear conscience.
Thank you to everyone who has supported me throughout this time. To my pack and to the people who just walked by: thank you all for reacting to me and my work in any way. Perhaps it was because of your likes and comments on this or that post that I didn't leave earlier. I won't delete my accounts, but I won't post anything on them in the near future. As I mentioned earlier, I don't know if I'll return, but in any case, I want my work to remain here.
If someone is still interested in the reasons for this decision, I will be straightforward: I do not see progress. I do not see myself getting better. I have not liked my drawings for a long time.Flaws, mistakes, boring poses and plots: my works have a lot of disadvantages that I either can't or don't want to correct for some reason. Also, many of my drawings were coldly evaluated by my friends, which served as some proof for me of the low quality of my drawings and style. Perhaps all this doesn't look like an objective reason, but I will say that it is difficult for me to fully explain all those factors that cause me negative emotions and hatred for myself and my art.
Anyway, I made a decision and wrote this text. So Alpha Fox (Scora) and the little Pokémon Trainer (Rah) leave you. Good luck and have a nice day/night.
I snap my fingers and the lights go out
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Be safe man.
Many of the drawings in our community have a simple plot, or none at all. And for many, this is enough, as is the case with groups dedicated, for example, to photographs of kittens or other animals - the goal of which is to get pleasure and relaxation, and any plot in them is quite rare and unnecessary (Perhaps this is what led to a significant decrease in activity, and sometimes even the death of some abdl Discord servers that I visited - many went to them exclusively for the sake of art).
This is normal and even good if you feel that you are worthy of moving on to an activity whose fruits will be of great value.
As for the drawings, your style has noticeably advanced lately, but I will be honest, only a small part of the content of your drawings interests me and in fact, I was mainly here only when the opportunity arose to send you a request. But, nevertheless, it made me feel a happier. By this I in no way imply that many of your drawings are bad, it's just that our interests differ significantly. Perhaps you and your friends also have significant differences in interests, but not because they think the drawings are bad. I have a hunch that this attitude towards your own drawings may be due to the fact that it looks comparatively less bright than many other artists, or because of the strong individual details such as highlights and shadows, but I do not have enough artistic knowledge to judge this in depth.
In any case, good luck in finding an activity that you will find worthy and enjoyable!
Жаль что ты себя так чувствуешь.
Надеюсь ты вернёшься и снова сможешь наслаждаться рисованием.