Life
a year ago
General
When do I stop hurting.
When can I heal.
It's always the same.
It's always "light at the end of the tunnel" until everything disintegrates in front of you.
It's "one door closes, another opens" until people who you called friends label you with "behavior problems", throw you away like trash and ghost you when trying to make amends. Leaving you to wonder if they hated you from the beginning and lied through their teeth about every compliment, every piece of advice. Thus slamming all the doors shut.
I can't take it anymore.
I don't want to live like this anymore.
When can I heal.
It's always the same.
It's always "light at the end of the tunnel" until everything disintegrates in front of you.
It's "one door closes, another opens" until people who you called friends label you with "behavior problems", throw you away like trash and ghost you when trying to make amends. Leaving you to wonder if they hated you from the beginning and lied through their teeth about every compliment, every piece of advice. Thus slamming all the doors shut.
I can't take it anymore.
I don't want to live like this anymore.
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