It has been forever since I posted here. I'm feeling like this is the best way to get this out so people know where I've been and what is going on. Firstly I've been experiencing some depression. This has pushed me away from the fandom because of lack of interest. Also my physical health has become an issue. At the end of October I ended up in the ER because I was having breathing issues. After a boatload of testing it was determined I have end stage renal disease (kidney failure). So what now. As of now I am having dialysis multiple times a week. I'm hoping to get to go home soon. As for my future involvement in the fandom. I'm feeling interested again and hope to go to meets again after the new year once I get my housing sorted.