I'm just gonna be honest and blunt, I've lost all interest in making art.

The deactivation of my DA account is the main thing, but what bums me out more than that is the fact that many questionable sonic pics are still on DA, many way worse than mine, but it was mine that were singled out. The unfairness of it just destroyed most of my will to make art. FA just doesn't have the same appeal DA has, I'd describe FA as kinda feeling baren in a way I can't fully understand.

Also, I feel like I've stagnated in how good my art is, which sucks as I look at many other, better artists than me putting out way higher quality than I do. It just makes me feel like my art isn't needed, just more noise in a shower of better content. I know that I shouldn't focus on other's art skills, but it just doesn't help that it makes me feel like my art skills are 20+ years behind everyone else.

So, I'm probably not going to return to make art. I won't deactivate my account, but this is it.