Switching sonas
2 years ago
General
There is a lot to this story. I will only go into the general structure here.
For over 35 years, I have been a furry. From the very start, my personal character was a male red fox with the extremely uncreative name of EdFox. Desperation one day on IRC to pick a temporary nickname led to something that persisted for a very long time.
Five years ago, after my wife's sudden passing in a week from cancer, I was utterly destroyed. After two years of total devastation, I dragged a character I had created for SecondLife 20 years ago out of retirement and put her on F-List. And the rest is history. Expecting some simple fun, I was shocked to discover a massive depth of true emotion. And I not only fed off this but found within a single day that what compelled me is to make my partners happy. Thus was born the modern incarnation of Primrose Wolfess. She has her own account and there is a rather large collection of art, many pieces are collaborations with furs I have loved.
Primrose_Wolfess
Prim was a cheat code for a lonely fur to get noticed and she works magnificently. However, I had also trapped myself in a cage of my own creation.
It took me three years to finally break free, with the loving assistance of a shockingly large number of furs who ripped apart those bars with their paws and let me emerge. I am a changed fur. I simply *AM* Primrose now. Albeit slightly different from the impossibly curvy female version. This is all quite real now. And thus, my character is rather less extreme as he is simply me. And not just the outward signs of name, species, and fur color have changed but my outlook and mindset are nearly entirely new. I still only want to make those I care about happy.
Perhaps in what little time I may have remaining, I will be able to do so. Love you all. <3
For over 35 years, I have been a furry. From the very start, my personal character was a male red fox with the extremely uncreative name of EdFox. Desperation one day on IRC to pick a temporary nickname led to something that persisted for a very long time.
Five years ago, after my wife's sudden passing in a week from cancer, I was utterly destroyed. After two years of total devastation, I dragged a character I had created for SecondLife 20 years ago out of retirement and put her on F-List. And the rest is history. Expecting some simple fun, I was shocked to discover a massive depth of true emotion. And I not only fed off this but found within a single day that what compelled me is to make my partners happy. Thus was born the modern incarnation of Primrose Wolfess. She has her own account and there is a rather large collection of art, many pieces are collaborations with furs I have loved.
Primrose_WolfessPrim was a cheat code for a lonely fur to get noticed and she works magnificently. However, I had also trapped myself in a cage of my own creation.
It took me three years to finally break free, with the loving assistance of a shockingly large number of furs who ripped apart those bars with their paws and let me emerge. I am a changed fur. I simply *AM* Primrose now. Albeit slightly different from the impossibly curvy female version. This is all quite real now. And thus, my character is rather less extreme as he is simply me. And not just the outward signs of name, species, and fur color have changed but my outlook and mindset are nearly entirely new. I still only want to make those I care about happy.
Perhaps in what little time I may have remaining, I will be able to do so. Love you all. <3
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