I have always been curious about my surroundings, always see people that hare in groups, talking to each other, and I guess, they have DM's with people and such, and makes me wonder, how the heck they start converstaion to each other, maybe I have already talked about this before, but always irks me, when I talk to anyone, it always feel like the people isn't even interested to talk to me, not even make relationships of any kind with me, I'm always the one that has to start conversations or search for it, yeah, there can be exceptions, and I apreciate them, but 90% of the time I'm mostly alone in this world doing nothing but play videogames, I'm feeling tired of it, and that's mostly a reason I wanna stay away of this community, but I'm to entangled (and kinda masochist on my side) that's been hard for me

also, search for "social reciprocity", that's mostyl a problem for me, and not exculsively in my side