It was a minor stressful day but the last half was wonderful. I went to a really nice small bookstore in downtown Idaho Falls. I got What Moves The Dead and ordered a nice tea. Sitting there will a small teapot and reading while pouring myself tea was so nice.
Then tonight I got the first sketch for my fursona. The massive wave of affirmation I got. Connecting myself to my very feminine sona. I'm literally in tears right now. I live in a place where I can't let myself be what I truly want to be and having that extension of myself. Looking and being feminine and masculine. Fuck, I don't even have words. Oh my god.
That deep dream of what I want to be, being something I can actually see.