Amidst all my anguish and all my suffering, drowning in the sea of mental illness, I have discovered something more pleasant than I previously thought. Something I neglected to appreciate before.

The melodic flow of the conductor, the swinging tempo of the orchestra, and the beauty of what results of that harmony. Bach, Chopin, Beethoven, Mozart, Debussy, Satie, all these composers and musicians have provided some of the most beautiful pieces that I have ever heard. Don't get me wrong, I still enjoy a lot of more modern music, it's just that I have a newfound appreciation for this more formal composition.



In other words, I didn't feel like posting yet another journal about why my deteriorating mental state has kept me from drawing, and why I've often not had the energy to roleplay. Instead, I elected to just share my insight on classical music instead, just to make this more bearable to read.