I tried so hard..
4 years ago
General
As some of you may have noticed, I've disabled my Twitter a while ago. I have these stages when I feel unappreciated, unwanted, unliked. Especially with hostile environment of Twitter, it's best for me sometimes to just disappear and let everyone be without me.
I may exaggerate, but I want to belong somewhere. I've been on Twitter and internet for a while, and until recently I've started getting myself into commissioning artists. For some reason, it feels like regarding drawn art, I don't seem to have luck on finding a good artist willing to draw something decent for money, or for reasonable price, and even less so have someone in the split commission. When I find an artist, the final piece is... decent, but a lot of times I feel like it could have been better. Most of my pieces have been overpriced, and they look pretty crap.
I don't know what is happening that people look from above at me. I only had luck with my 3D model that turned splendid and so did renders and animations I received. Thanks to all those who participated in creation of my 3D stuff.
I just wish to be appreciated, without feeling like an outcast..
I may exaggerate, but I want to belong somewhere. I've been on Twitter and internet for a while, and until recently I've started getting myself into commissioning artists. For some reason, it feels like regarding drawn art, I don't seem to have luck on finding a good artist willing to draw something decent for money, or for reasonable price, and even less so have someone in the split commission. When I find an artist, the final piece is... decent, but a lot of times I feel like it could have been better. Most of my pieces have been overpriced, and they look pretty crap.
I don't know what is happening that people look from above at me. I only had luck with my 3D model that turned splendid and so did renders and animations I received. Thanks to all those who participated in creation of my 3D stuff.
I just wish to be appreciated, without feeling like an outcast..
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Hope things will turn better