hey guys
4 years ago
General
i want to talk. we never talked here before, cause i didn't feel like here is a lot of sence, but if you'd like to listen something from me - i will talking every time we meet. sometimes i feel the need in foreign language, i feel want to talk in english, to think in english, even if my knowledge of this language is too small. so ye, i hope you understand me and enjoy reading it. my native language is the greatest, the most expressive and various, sadly you can't understand it :( i wish you once hear it in the most beautiful and right way, cause it feels very pleasant, i wish this feeling for everyone here
but all i said is not i wanted to talk about x)
i always thought that any style of art isn't mine. tbh, the way i drawing now, all my drawings that you see here - isn't me at all, i guess. i'm very lonely man, so my heart is always want to express this feeling. i feel very strong and involved, very deep. all my life i have trying to show it, i steel trying to draw, to write, to sing, to dance, to act, to play the music. i think it is purpose of my life.
i always thought that my style have be more realistic, more violence and elegant. when i will the master of drawing, i can draw in this style, and then you will understand me. i can do anything, i can learn anything, i can achieve anything, but i need some time for it. i know, what i need to do.
sadly, my confident in my skills don't work with social part of life, this is why i am so lonely, i guees. sometimes i feel that i m the most lonely man in the world.
i have the worlds inside, the ideas and the stories. i guess, i m ready to tell you about it, so let's try?
but all i said is not i wanted to talk about x)
i always thought that any style of art isn't mine. tbh, the way i drawing now, all my drawings that you see here - isn't me at all, i guess. i'm very lonely man, so my heart is always want to express this feeling. i feel very strong and involved, very deep. all my life i have trying to show it, i steel trying to draw, to write, to sing, to dance, to act, to play the music. i think it is purpose of my life.
i always thought that my style have be more realistic, more violence and elegant. when i will the master of drawing, i can draw in this style, and then you will understand me. i can do anything, i can learn anything, i can achieve anything, but i need some time for it. i know, what i need to do.
sadly, my confident in my skills don't work with social part of life, this is why i am so lonely, i guees. sometimes i feel that i m the most lonely man in the world.
i have the worlds inside, the ideas and the stories. i guess, i m ready to tell you about it, so let's try?
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I'm just worried about whether anyone here is interested. I will try anyway
I had the idea that the way I manage my accounts in English is inappropriate. My personal acc are full of me, my feelings, thoughts, communication, sketches and stories. For some reason, I never thought that such a strong difference with this acc and my "personal" acc really exists .. it seemed to me wrong, dishonest in relation to those who follow me here. but I think the whole point is that i never thought that here someone might be truly interested in me, as a person, I don’t know why. I felt like a stranger here. But now I want to share myself here too, I think my previous social media experience is delusional.
Thank you very much for the feedback, this comment is really important for me