Yo if you checking this out, thanks. I'm going to share some stuff about what's up with me.

So first things first, I went through a lot of mental struggle to even be here. I'm actually numb right now as I type this. It's what social isolation, bad Internet use, and no work will do to you.
I didn't want to be a like this, it just happened.
I didn't go through trauma or nothing, it's just, I got lazy and didn't think far ahead.
It got dark man, but I'm still here.
So I'm trying to recover. Slowly but surely. I've been medicated for about 2 years and, my god. Tell you this, if you're struggling hard, get the right meds. It's a life saver.

There is hope, I feel it everyday now. You need hope? Get clean, wake up everyday, and tell yourself you're worth it. You gotta fight that darkness. It's hard but you can do it.

My days are peaceful and I'm going to clock in sooner or later. I'm getting help so don't worry too much ok?

Thanks again for reading. Give me any heads up if you wanna give me pointers about anything! I'm an open book.