Today is not a good day, I'm getting out of social media for a while, not good for me or my health. I don't remember when was the last time I made something that I enjoyed, I feel i am just going through the motions, I wish I knew how to turn this I am feeling into something positive but I can't, I look back and the last two journals are about being burned out, I guess this is the logical outcome. I am tired and I just want to forget, feel less anxious, less hopeless , funny thing is just typing these words my chest feels a little less heavy, so I guess talking about it is a good thing? The only positive I am looking forward to is getting my booster at the end of the month, one less thing to be seriously anxious. I am watching speedruns of games I like, those always cheer me up.