*smacks lips* I should. Probably be using journals to communicate here. Even if its to no one lol. Uh. I was better at writing journals into the ether back in middleschool with my Deviantart XD Idk. I fell off the grid here and my other art accounts because I had a job at a warehouse that SUCKED but I quit. Soooo now Im looking for other jobs and I guess I'll try to post again. I have a backlog of stuff I could post, it's not like I stopped drawing in the time from then to now. It's just been... well... I have the tendency to ghost my online presence when I'm under stress. Bad habit....

Anyways, two other things I should probably bring up. As a few of my rare recent posts showed, I got really into Arcane, made a self insert-ish OC character for it..... theeeeeeen fell into just the BIGGEST rabbit hole of continuously making more self insert ocs for other media because of new friends I made encouraging me to do it. To live my cringy artist life. augh. I love em but augh. i am CRINGE. jhvgjhlkjbreg *hides face* I AM CRINGE kegbrghg

Ok- so I'll probably maybe be posting some and secondly. I think I should also post my pencil sketches here. I have a lot more pencil stuff than digital stuff cuz its easier and more in the moment for me. It's a longer process to get it from my phone camera to here but *shrugs* more content to show? ...... I have so much stuff....... why am i like this........ im sorry if you read this mess, i am a mess, ah >~<