Well, ended up turning 25 today and spent the day depressed as all hell. The people I wanted to spend time with were basically nowhere around, and generally felt like shit. Well, I guess I can chalk this up to being much worse than the past few years, but when you're stuck alone, trying to figure out what to do as plans went awry, it's not easy. So.. all I can do now is to just toss this day into the trash and hope that things get better for me from here on out.