The sweetest coyote I ever knew: A goodbye to Lemonade
On the morning of Feb 16, 2013 I lost someone so special to me. This is a message to him my the deepest part of my heart. Remembering my time with him.
Lemonade, you were everything to me, a friend, A shoulder to cry on, and above all, a loyal and loving pet for the 3 short years I knew you. After meeting you back at FC10 and after becoming your master, our bond that we shared had only gotten stronger. People believe that, by pet I must mean it in a sexual term, But it doesn't mean that to me. To me its someone that I care for deeply and take care of either physically or emotionally, I was always there when you needed to talk as you were there for me for the last 3 years keeping you strong and helping you. Even if it was from on the other side of the states. And it makes me so proud to see who you had blossomed in to and how strong you had become since I first met you. And how many lives you have touched and helped. You finally got the Respect and honoring you deserved that was FAR overdue... But far too late. I remember dancing with you back at FC10 when you were Cy deer, and how much fun that was. I only wish I could have danced more with you. I will miss talking with you on AIM while you waited for a call and listen to the dispatcher, that "disembodied voice" as you called it. And ask you if it was just a heart burn call when you got back. you told me once "I'm tired of driving the Band-aid box, master." But you were my superhero.... My.. real life superhero who saved the lives of strangers. I remember the story about you almost getting mugged, you ran out of gas in a bad neighborhood and started walking to get fuel and some one pulled a knife on you, then out of nowhere another guy jumped out and knocked the first down saying "What you think your doing man, this guy saved my baby brother when he was shot" and he then drove you to the gas station and bought your fuel. I'm so glad I got to fly to indy and visit you for the weekend last year, you were kind enough to help me with some of the plane ticket too. And then getting to cook for you, DJ, and storm was a lot of fun. Then going to mini golf and the movies. It was one of the best times of my life. I only wish I had been able to do it again. I sit here and tear up remembering all these times with you, all the chats and photos. The art work we got together was so hot and sexy I wished I could have afforded more, and I wish I had gotten more time to make more memories. I loved you so much Lemonade coyote, Tim, Cy and I always will! I still can't believe you are gone. But I will follow my dreams and live my life like you did, Never letting it get you down. I still hear your voice, your laugh and see your smile when I close my eyes and just want feel your warm, embracing arms hugging me telling me it will be OK once more, you were stolen away from me and the ones who loved you most far too soon, but you have been an inspiration to so many and especially to me.This is written from my heart and I don't really care what others thought of or think about our relationship and friendship that we had, You will always be my loyal, loving coyote, and if you were here you would agree too.
Good bye Lemonade, Tim, Cyrus. I will see you again one day. But, not for a long, long, long time.
Your Favorite green canine
Silverwolf
(This is from my heart and my emotions and I will not edit it. Please dont ask.)
Our favorite song: Taio cruz ft kylie, higher http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XVizAB9twFY
The song I hear now is Linkin park-valentines day. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AyvDDySHQVk
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thegreencoyote
Lemonade, you were everything to me, a friend, A shoulder to cry on, and above all, a loyal and loving pet for the 3 short years I knew you. After meeting you back at FC10 and after becoming your master, our bond that we shared had only gotten stronger. People believe that, by pet I must mean it in a sexual term, But it doesn't mean that to me. To me its someone that I care for deeply and take care of either physically or emotionally, I was always there when you needed to talk as you were there for me for the last 3 years keeping you strong and helping you. Even if it was from on the other side of the states. And it makes me so proud to see who you had blossomed in to and how strong you had become since I first met you. And how many lives you have touched and helped. You finally got the Respect and honoring you deserved that was FAR overdue... But far too late. I remember dancing with you back at FC10 when you were Cy deer, and how much fun that was. I only wish I could have danced more with you. I will miss talking with you on AIM while you waited for a call and listen to the dispatcher, that "disembodied voice" as you called it. And ask you if it was just a heart burn call when you got back. you told me once "I'm tired of driving the Band-aid box, master." But you were my superhero.... My.. real life superhero who saved the lives of strangers. I remember the story about you almost getting mugged, you ran out of gas in a bad neighborhood and started walking to get fuel and some one pulled a knife on you, then out of nowhere another guy jumped out and knocked the first down saying "What you think your doing man, this guy saved my baby brother when he was shot" and he then drove you to the gas station and bought your fuel. I'm so glad I got to fly to indy and visit you for the weekend last year, you were kind enough to help me with some of the plane ticket too. And then getting to cook for you, DJ, and storm was a lot of fun. Then going to mini golf and the movies. It was one of the best times of my life. I only wish I had been able to do it again. I sit here and tear up remembering all these times with you, all the chats and photos. The art work we got together was so hot and sexy I wished I could have afforded more, and I wish I had gotten more time to make more memories. I loved you so much Lemonade coyote, Tim, Cy and I always will! I still can't believe you are gone. But I will follow my dreams and live my life like you did, Never letting it get you down. I still hear your voice, your laugh and see your smile when I close my eyes and just want feel your warm, embracing arms hugging me telling me it will be OK once more, you were stolen away from me and the ones who loved you most far too soon, but you have been an inspiration to so many and especially to me.This is written from my heart and I don't really care what others thought of or think about our relationship and friendship that we had, You will always be my loyal, loving coyote, and if you were here you would agree too.
Good bye Lemonade, Tim, Cyrus. I will see you again one day. But, not for a long, long, long time.
Your Favorite green canine
Silverwolf
(This is from my heart and my emotions and I will not edit it. Please dont ask.)
Our favorite song: Taio cruz ft kylie, higher http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XVizAB9twFY
The song I hear now is Linkin park-valentines day. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AyvDDySHQVk
The memorial Badge by
thegreencoyote
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Doggity it was indeed absolutey beautiful. We wil miss you for all eternity until we see you once be it heaven or hell, Rest In Peace buddy.
Doggity it was indeed absolutey beautiful. We wil miss you for all eternity until we see you once be it heaven or hell, Rest In Peace buddy.
I never had the pleasure to meet Tim. But I really wish I could have. Lemonadebis me hero. He seems like the best friend a fur could have. I have been crying for about 24 hours. This is aweful. Ever since reading about the accident Ive had an extreme fear while driving. All I want to do is get to where Im going and get off the road asap. Im heartbroken from this tragedy and I cannot wait till the day I meet him at that big never-ending fur con in the sky. R.I.P. Lemonade Coyote.
I want to give you the biggest hug right now. I honestly couldnt have expressed my feelings any better for Tim than you have. I have been blessed with a short but strong growing bond with him since I last met Tim at FWA of 2012. I give my greatest condolences to people like you, those who have known him for 2 or more years, or not even that. people who have real history with him. I am incredibly sorry for your loss and if there is ever anything you need I am here for you <3
This was someone I never knew, I may have bumped into him at a con once or twice but I really dont know for sure, he seems to have been really liked, and a person I'm sure I would have loved to have known. I've lost a lot of friends in my lifetime, and it hurts to see others hurt the same way I have in the past *hugs* I'm truly sorry for the loss of this friend. May he rest in peace and live forever in the hearts of those that were able to share some time on this planet with him
I'm sorry I never got to meet him. I saw so many videos of you two before this horrible tragity. They made me laugh and I aways though "wouldn't it be cool if I could meet those two one day?" fur like you and lemonade remind me that life is truly about loving other. And I bet there a big fluffy angle in Angel in heaven right now livening up the place.
Bonds like yours are never really broken silver-when I sat you down after the dance comp. at Texas, the emotion pouring out of you was so genuine and heartfelt. Your tears fell on my hand as i handed you that water~you didn't notice. We Pagan believe that a tear holds the very essence of a life force-and as it was given freely I did a spell for you, to help you heal, but more importantly to remember. The moon was full and all the signs reviled themselves to me at my altar that night after i returned home. All I saw during my meditation was a candle lit path, two figures clouded in shadow walked alone upon it, side by side~I could not see there faces, I didn't need to. I think you know who they were after all...may the Goddess find and keep your friend and bring the peace you deserve when you see him in your minds eye.
All my best, Oki
All my best, Oki
Its hard losing someone close to one's heart, especially a person such as the young man this memorial is for. I've never had the chance to meet him, but from watching tribute videos about him. I feel that his magnetism for life and willing to make others smile is what drew others to him. He will truly be missed, much like the others who've passed on too soon from this life.
He was the last domino in a long line of tragedies that marred the most terrible winter in Furry history. I do not think there was a Furry in America who was not somehow affected by a death like his. In my home area, it was Vex, who looking back, was the first really. Head on collision with a Semi truck. It has really made me think about the greater things this Fandom and it's people need to accomplish, and to this day his death, and the death of the others like him continue to weigh on my mind with every decision I make in how I organize my Furry Club, and the vibe and ideas I spread among the local Furry community I am increasingly becoming an organizer of. One day I imagine a Furry organization which provides relief to the loved ones of these tragedies, but until that day we need to take his death as a lesson that not all of us will be here as long as we expect to, and keep that in kind every time we start a petty fight or drama with another Furry, and another friend. For the brief moment we talked at Further Confusion 2012 by the exhausted ATM it was a good moment. May he not only rest in peace, but serve as a reminder that this Fandom is more than fans, but a community that is based on love and sharing, support, acceptance, and the will to become better than we all were yesterday.
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