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On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright...
(Song is I love the way you lie by Skylar Grey)
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To sum things up, I've just been in this never ending spiral of unfulfilled dreams. I know I get myself into this kind of mess, but I just want to find some way to get out of it. Like:
1. Find enough money to start paying off this extreme debt hole I have in college.
2. Find a job that won't piss me off so much I'm close to yelling at people (I've already been close before, I don't want it to happen again)
3. Find a job that won't make me break down every time I supposedly do something, and I NEVER did it.
4. All in all, just find a nice paying job that can keep me afloat above water and not be digging this huge hole I didn't want to dig.
5. I need programs for school to be able to do more than half the projects I haven't been able to do at home. (Pretty much the whole Creative Suite of Adobe and Maya)
6. BUUUUUT I have no computer powerful enough or has even enough memory to hold all these programs
7. All the money I make is not profit, it all bounces back to school, which by the way, I have to use my dads credit card money to EAT. So yes, I'm literally a starving artist otherwise... =/
8. Because of all this fiasco, I've been very depressed to where I don't have the inspiration to do any homework for school... which is really bad... because I love Ai with a passion but I have this serious feeling I'm not worth all the stuff I have to do to even get anywhere...
Yes, someday, I dream to just be drawing all day and so on and have a bunch of people happy with my work.
I just honestly need something good to come up to me and say, "Hey :D Everything is ok, here, try this!"
But, it's hard for me taking all this advice... but I know I need to make things right so I can be happy.
My plan of action:
1. I want to make a fursuit of Era, so over the summer while I'm taking off from school, I'm going to work on it.
2. Find a better paying job that one, doesn't piss me off, I enjoy it, and something I can pretty much handle being there for as long as I need it.
I need a break... but life sucks.
please don't hurt me
(Song is I love the way you lie by Skylar Grey)
VENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENT
To sum things up, I've just been in this never ending spiral of unfulfilled dreams. I know I get myself into this kind of mess, but I just want to find some way to get out of it. Like:
1. Find enough money to start paying off this extreme debt hole I have in college.
2. Find a job that won't piss me off so much I'm close to yelling at people (I've already been close before, I don't want it to happen again)
3. Find a job that won't make me break down every time I supposedly do something, and I NEVER did it.
4. All in all, just find a nice paying job that can keep me afloat above water and not be digging this huge hole I didn't want to dig.
5. I need programs for school to be able to do more than half the projects I haven't been able to do at home. (Pretty much the whole Creative Suite of Adobe and Maya)
6. BUUUUUT I have no computer powerful enough or has even enough memory to hold all these programs
7. All the money I make is not profit, it all bounces back to school, which by the way, I have to use my dads credit card money to EAT. So yes, I'm literally a starving artist otherwise... =/
8. Because of all this fiasco, I've been very depressed to where I don't have the inspiration to do any homework for school... which is really bad... because I love Ai with a passion but I have this serious feeling I'm not worth all the stuff I have to do to even get anywhere...
Yes, someday, I dream to just be drawing all day and so on and have a bunch of people happy with my work.
I just honestly need something good to come up to me and say, "Hey :D Everything is ok, here, try this!"
But, it's hard for me taking all this advice... but I know I need to make things right so I can be happy.
My plan of action:
1. I want to make a fursuit of Era, so over the summer while I'm taking off from school, I'm going to work on it.
2. Find a better paying job that one, doesn't piss me off, I enjoy it, and something I can pretty much handle being there for as long as I need it.
I need a break... but life sucks.
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
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File Size 673.4 kB
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Life is tough, but you are never alone in these situations. Although they all very on some level people all over have issues that make their life harsh and brings them down. I don't know you, but I know this pressure as well, even though we do right in the world we get nothing good in return. But strive on for a better life! =3
This picture is beautiful by the way. ^_^
This picture is beautiful by the way. ^_^
Life is hard and most of the time it sucks :( but it's the only one that we have.
When i'n feeling down i try to think positive and that somewhere in the world always have someone in a deeper pit that the one i am in.
Thinking positive and working towards goals and dreams is good. never give up your dreams and your hope.
i wish everything gets better for you and you feel better.
PS:The image is gorgeous ;)
When i'n feeling down i try to think positive and that somewhere in the world always have someone in a deeper pit that the one i am in.
Thinking positive and working towards goals and dreams is good. never give up your dreams and your hope.
i wish everything gets better for you and you feel better.
PS:The image is gorgeous ;)
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