So, this here is some vent-ish art.

I've been feeling very...un-empowered lately? Like I'm used to being this, tough as nails lady, or at least this is the image I have in my head, and I've just been so scattered lately, all over the place second guessing myself, pulling this way that way, and frankly I'm tired of it. So i made this piece to remind me that, hey, enough is enough, yes its fine doing what I've been doing but, enough, remember who you were to begin with, and keep her with you.


That's what Nana's pose is about anyway. You know, two sides of the same coin. And its fitting, that's how i feel about it.

The background came from a conversation with my friend Fuchi who after explaining what i was about. The strong, not so friendly Nana imagined a few scenarios, and i loved this one. He explained it like the X-men apocalyptic phoenix alter ego thing. And i thought it was very appropriate.

It;s not that I'm going to go ballistic on you guys. Don't get me wrong. XD I like you guys. Its just. for myself, to get this little part of myself back into me. and take ...control? of my life again. I'm tired of drifting. And this picture is sure not about it. Its about breaking walls and getting where you need to be, where you want to be.

At least my interpretation..... what do you guys think? like ...trying to not let my whole explanation influence you. XD


Well anyway, weekend over, back to commissions tomorrow. Thannnkyou guyys for getting art from me. It's an honor!!! Really. I don't think i'll stream tomorrow cause its my Dad's birthday. But on Tuesday hope to see you guys around, <3 you all make it so enjoyable. So thanks again. Aaaand welcome to the new watchers. Thaankyou so much for the add!! <3333333333


Ok...clearly i just treated a description as a journal...heh.