This picture means a lot to me. This is possibly one of the only times i've cried while drawing a picture. Its been in my head for a while now and ive just now gotten around to drawing it.
Basically what it means is... I feel like I just give of myself so much. I continue to try and trust in people, getting into so many relationships. I believe in these relationships and I really give it my all, giving a part of me every time I get into a new relationship, believing that it would be good to give a part of me. I feel like i've just been in so many now, that there's not much else left to give, and after these years of giving myself, its just degenerated me. Giving the parts of myself just has been such a risk and I guess it was just like giving it out to the unknown, and now ive lost it. I still try to give of myself, but I dont know how much longer id be able to keep up some kind of happiness.
Basically what it means is... I feel like I just give of myself so much. I continue to try and trust in people, getting into so many relationships. I believe in these relationships and I really give it my all, giving a part of me every time I get into a new relationship, believing that it would be good to give a part of me. I feel like i've just been in so many now, that there's not much else left to give, and after these years of giving myself, its just degenerated me. Giving the parts of myself just has been such a risk and I guess it was just like giving it out to the unknown, and now ive lost it. I still try to give of myself, but I dont know how much longer id be able to keep up some kind of happiness.
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Dragon (Other)
Size 1926 x 2000px
File Size 1.6 MB
I really like the shading and coloring of this drawing-but I can definitely sense the amount of emotion that's been put into this ;n; and I'm not just trying to sound "cheesey"
I also don't want to sound like I'm trying to relate or compare-- but I too, am one of those who would literally do anything to please everyone, not exactly giving away myself into a relationship but I open my trust towards others and just literally be a 'people pleasure', I've been through a relationship and I was abused for that-- I was taken advantage of and I was given so many chances to break away but I let it continue for 5 years straight until I literally reached a breaking point that was affecting my school and I had to stop.
It's really really hard, and words cannot simply just put it all together and make things work out but ;n; I will say that the best- and those who you can trust are your friends, those who always stick by you and will do anything to try to be there for you when you need someone, they will always be there no matter the situation, and if pushed away, they will come back ;n;
Hypocritically, I say this again because I'm the same way and i'm trying to fix it myself in progress, but you gotta make yourself happy and have some "me-time" and do things that will personally make you happy and that you can do for yourself, taking a break from doing things for others at some point and be happy with who you are. There's a quote I saw that went something like this:
"Those who are sad, are the most joyful you'll ever encounter
Those who have been alone, are the friendliest and trusting you'll ever meet
Those who were stepped on and thrown away, are the most wise."
I apologize again for a giant text/wall or if this sounds cheesy >_< but you should know that no matter what the situation is, there is always someone out there, a friend, or someone that cares and loves you. You are never alone~
I also don't want to sound like I'm trying to relate or compare-- but I too, am one of those who would literally do anything to please everyone, not exactly giving away myself into a relationship but I open my trust towards others and just literally be a 'people pleasure', I've been through a relationship and I was abused for that-- I was taken advantage of and I was given so many chances to break away but I let it continue for 5 years straight until I literally reached a breaking point that was affecting my school and I had to stop.
It's really really hard, and words cannot simply just put it all together and make things work out but ;n; I will say that the best- and those who you can trust are your friends, those who always stick by you and will do anything to try to be there for you when you need someone, they will always be there no matter the situation, and if pushed away, they will come back ;n;
Hypocritically, I say this again because I'm the same way and i'm trying to fix it myself in progress, but you gotta make yourself happy and have some "me-time" and do things that will personally make you happy and that you can do for yourself, taking a break from doing things for others at some point and be happy with who you are. There's a quote I saw that went something like this:
"Those who are sad, are the most joyful you'll ever encounter
Those who have been alone, are the friendliest and trusting you'll ever meet
Those who were stepped on and thrown away, are the most wise."
I apologize again for a giant text/wall or if this sounds cheesy >_< but you should know that no matter what the situation is, there is always someone out there, a friend, or someone that cares and loves you. You are never alone~
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