When I had vore thrust upon me a few years ago it was all so strange, so new, so perverted and wrong, how could I devour some alive. How could I be a courtesan..I almost crumbled under the overwhelming will and expectations of those around me.. Until I found Consumation... the mixture of sexual satisfaction and gustatory satiation wrapped tightly in mutual affection..Consumation was formed..I doubt i'm the first to think of it... and maybe not the first to name it.. but I've taken it as my credo.

What is Consumation? Its a bit hard to explain. At its heart it was..and is really ethics. It is simple word that means so much, its understanding of people on a deep level, its accepting that pleasure comes from many places both for you and for others, its to not be ashamed at what you find your body enjoying.. Do not cast shame on others for what they find passion in. Revel in the joys of each ones pleasure, share and share alike the feast of life.

This is course wasn't really good enough, What folks wanted me to do could not fit in.. How does digesting someone alive share pleasure? The idea was making me feel an emotional martyr The key to unlocking the door myself was finding the mental fortitude to not accept the obvious. I the strength of mind not to accept the unfairness, the most blatant of these stares at everyone right between they eyes on day one.. The messy and lethal nature of devouring. Its so abhorrent, so wrong, but the body treats it as right. The sinful pleasure cannot be denied. Until you take the mental leap that it doesn't HAVE to be fatal, that your assumptions about your large body aren't so set in stone, that you yourself aren't an animal, that you can find joy in what you are asked to do. You have the courage to ask about other ways... and keep asking till you find what you want deep down. Sometimes the answers are just waiting for you to ask about them. I asked..I got eaten by one I trusted for my question and the light turned on. Actions do speak louder..


From reaching that point it was simple. The world is to complex to take it all in. Do what you felt was right..what your own ethics demanded If you proved wrong then that was fine, you did what you could. Its easy to do right on small things and I've seen them tend to flourish wonderfully. The ability to spread joy, to shower with sticky happyness and be rocked to sleep by the pleasures of a full loving belly.... it all comes from doing right. Things will work out


From my own life lessons, molested and...well I can't say she abused me as such..but awakened by an otter. After the soul searching i've mentioned earlier I realized I like to eat people... but only in love.. in affection, in a caring way... The same way I am with the Sex. even if my bigger form can be viewed as rough I'm well padded inside and out . Its the most glorious warm feeling to have someone alive inside my middle... It is the moment of bonding most intimate, the climax of a path of amour that starts with cuddles and kisses, flows through passionate love making and ends with two becoming one for a while. Confidence and assertiveness does not mean your evil..or malicious, you don't have to follow the obvious trail.,

I do not murder for my food.. I try to keep that as a ideal.. I have stumbled.. I search and live for pleasure, my own, others and believe its a satisfactory goal to bring joyous passion to the world