Tonight/this morning just finally seemed a good time for me to let it out...
I drew myself a bit younger and more vulnerable feeling in this one, sort of a reflection of what's inside right now I think... Yeah, uh... k... *curls up*
EDIT: It took a lot for me to actually upload this. It's a side of me that no one ever gets to see, not even my mates. I'm not even sure why I did it. I'll probably pull it down soon. I guess sometimes these things just have to come out and rear their ugly heads... Tonight was one of those times. Odd really, normally this time of year I'm at my best. The snow, the lights, the cold, everything is just so beautiful.
EDIT 2: Heh, oddly enough, I love how the drawing itself came out... Go fig. LOL
I drew myself a bit younger and more vulnerable feeling in this one, sort of a reflection of what's inside right now I think... Yeah, uh... k... *curls up*
EDIT: It took a lot for me to actually upload this. It's a side of me that no one ever gets to see, not even my mates. I'm not even sure why I did it. I'll probably pull it down soon. I guess sometimes these things just have to come out and rear their ugly heads... Tonight was one of those times. Odd really, normally this time of year I'm at my best. The snow, the lights, the cold, everything is just so beautiful.
EDIT 2: Heh, oddly enough, I love how the drawing itself came out... Go fig. LOL
Category All / General Furry Art
Species Leopard
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well.. for lots and lots of people out there cutting there wrists is just something to scream for attention. If you really wanna die by cutting your wrists then you would make enough cuts so you would surly die. for those who survived its mostly a scream for attention. I'm not saying your an attention whore btw,
And depends how you cut it :P i don't think it would hurt,
And depends how you cut it :P i don't think it would hurt,
mrrf... and I wonder why I abhor my body... Oh well, I still like the cocoa and snow man idea... and if it gets me hugs, I'll go with it. ;)
Anyway, going back to bed, have to work tomorrow... have a full week ahead of me, tues and weds. off, working the rest. Will help the paycheck at least.
Anyway, going back to bed, have to work tomorrow... have a full week ahead of me, tues and weds. off, working the rest. Will help the paycheck at least.
I love how some people didn't understand the point of this. A lot of furs have done this one, myself included.
It's just an escape from the bottled feelings we all have. It's not Emo, it's.. theraputic.
Grr..
Makes my fur rankle.
I love ya, Katt. And I know how it feels... I really do.
*Huggles*
It's just an escape from the bottled feelings we all have. It's not Emo, it's.. theraputic.
Grr..
Makes my fur rankle.
I love ya, Katt. And I know how it feels... I really do.
*Huggles*
*HUG* "Yeah, there was so much I wanted to say in response, but, that's really not my way. To the ones that never feel like that, I envy them, and to reply, with words filled with emotion and malice like I wanted would have just been a dishonor and disservice to myself.
On the other hand, I'm seriously considering uploading the drawing itself as a stand-alone piece. LOL. Funny how sometimes something good can come of something so seemingly bad. And yeah, I didn't reply to yours, or anyone elses (well aside for one) when they did it, but *HUG*(again), I did see it, and that's part of why I finally decided to let it all out.
On the other hand, I'm seriously considering uploading the drawing itself as a stand-alone piece. LOL. Funny how sometimes something good can come of something so seemingly bad. And yeah, I didn't reply to yours, or anyone elses (well aside for one) when they did it, but *HUG*(again), I did see it, and that's part of why I finally decided to let it all out.
Possibly, it seems though that a lot of people (the overwhelming majority) have things like this locked up inside them, and just tend to hide it all away. Even the most well grounded of people. The trick is, every great now and then, to let it out. If not, they'll just hold it in until they go insane, and lead miserable lives down the road.
For some, after a while, they don't even notice that they're hiding it, or that it's affecting them in their every day life. Unfortunately though, the people around them do, and they're not sure what is wrong. So, yeah, wouldn't be surprised if things like that were hidden away inside of you also.
Enough of my obnoxious psycho-babble though... It's snowing, and I don't wanna go to work. ;)
For some, after a while, they don't even notice that they're hiding it, or that it's affecting them in their every day life. Unfortunately though, the people around them do, and they're not sure what is wrong. So, yeah, wouldn't be surprised if things like that were hidden away inside of you also.
Enough of my obnoxious psycho-babble though... It's snowing, and I don't wanna go to work. ;)
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