I literally broke down in tears for a few moments when finishing this fucking thing.
let me explain, I suck tremendously at flash and most other computer software,
now most would say this is a common trait and many people do suck regularly,
but the reason this hurts me so bad, is because I went to school for 2 years and
and a $90,000 bill that specifically taught Flash and Photoshop and I have no clue (even after going through 3 different tutorials on youtube) how to build a GODDAMN preloader and a how to make the song loop, so I just allowed myself to break down for a few minutes and left this piece of shit as it is...

now, back to the origin of this image,
does anyone remember this guy  Renard_V.
He is freaking awesome but for whatever reason there is he left,
based on the info left on his account I would say some kind of trouble
with personal info and the admins, anywho, I found him on youtube
recently and I have to say I really miss him, he is quite amazing and
I wanted to use this music to express what I was listening to while
sketching this image.

here is the song I was regularly listening to while sketching:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5SQgVcTDLUs

again,
sounds to be really inspired by.

I have so much on mind I want to do but for some weird reason it's so hard
to focus and concentrate on the things I want to do, and this flash bullshit
was really kicking me while i was down...a fucking preloader...
i never learned how to do it....I also never learned how to tie a neck tie either,
same deal, my dad, my freinds, and even youtube tutorials can not help me do
this, some things the brain just will not allow me to acknowledge...sux.

thank God I'm able to draw.


anywho,
enough of my bullshit belly aching.
hope you guys dig the image.