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i am the worst

a disappointment to everyone

and a liar

and a coward

but most of all

lazy

and there is no excuse for that

that is something nobody can or should sympathize with

that is a disgusting trait

to feel entitled to anything

when you deserve nothing

the balance of life is in full swing

and once again i face the debt owed for my excessive pleasures

the bubble is going to shatter soon

and i'll finally have to wake up