I was feeling cruddy the other day and drew this guy. It's a beaver. Me and an old friend of mine used to draw comics of them when I was in highschool.
I didn't realize how cruddy I was feeling until I drew it. When I used to get lonely back in highschool, which happened a lot, I used to draw this little guy and pretend it was my friend. I'd talk to him sometimes and draw him all happy. It always cheered me up. I guess that's the way I feel now. I'm so tired of going to this shitty college, surrounded by morons almost constantly. I only have a few people I care about, let alone want to hang out with. I guess it's just part of a family condition, feeling lonely all the time... My dad was the same way. I guess that's the reason he's had 3 wives now. Either way, I cant wait for this semester to end. I need the freedom to escape from it.
I didn't realize how cruddy I was feeling until I drew it. When I used to get lonely back in highschool, which happened a lot, I used to draw this little guy and pretend it was my friend. I'd talk to him sometimes and draw him all happy. It always cheered me up. I guess that's the way I feel now. I'm so tired of going to this shitty college, surrounded by morons almost constantly. I only have a few people I care about, let alone want to hang out with. I guess it's just part of a family condition, feeling lonely all the time... My dad was the same way. I guess that's the reason he's had 3 wives now. Either way, I cant wait for this semester to end. I need the freedom to escape from it.
Category Artwork (Traditional) / Doodle
Species Marsupial (Other)
Size 113 x 96px
File Size 28.2 kB
Bah, lies! Hot looking guys like you are never so lonely they need imaginary friends. Thou art just mocking teh generic furry! Like me!
Also: welcome to the world of adults. There be plenty of dumbwits floating around. The best thing is that it's quite likely that you'll have one of those morons as your boss. But if it really bugs you, you could always switch the colleges. I switched colleges when I found out that I was surrounded mostly by idiots and the school wouldn't have taught me anything. I haven't regretted that even for a second even though I wasted one year of my life in the process.
And if you have at least a couple of good friends it's more than some people have, or so I have been told. I have maybe four good friends who mostly know me and I think that's plenty.
Also: welcome to the world of adults. There be plenty of dumbwits floating around. The best thing is that it's quite likely that you'll have one of those morons as your boss. But if it really bugs you, you could always switch the colleges. I switched colleges when I found out that I was surrounded mostly by idiots and the school wouldn't have taught me anything. I haven't regretted that even for a second even though I wasted one year of my life in the process.
And if you have at least a couple of good friends it's more than some people have, or so I have been told. I have maybe four good friends who mostly know me and I think that's plenty.
Aw, I got a complement :D
No, I do indeed get lonely. I'm only hot to gay guys who like short scrawny people. Apparently most people find me just slightly intimidating =| I just don't seem to share many similarities with most people, but you know what? It just makes it that much more special when I find those people. I occasionally meet struggling 2D artists at the campus I can really connect with for a while. We have some neat conversations. It's nice when it happens. A lot of my friends just don't seem to share my interests as much as a fellow artist. I do consider changing schools, but I'm already having a LOT of trouble paying for this one, and it is VEEERRY cheap. I take out a loan every year that just barely scrapes me by.
But, I do have a few good friends. They 'know' me. But I don't always feel like they 'get' me. You know?
No, I do indeed get lonely. I'm only hot to gay guys who like short scrawny people. Apparently most people find me just slightly intimidating =| I just don't seem to share many similarities with most people, but you know what? It just makes it that much more special when I find those people. I occasionally meet struggling 2D artists at the campus I can really connect with for a while. We have some neat conversations. It's nice when it happens. A lot of my friends just don't seem to share my interests as much as a fellow artist. I do consider changing schools, but I'm already having a LOT of trouble paying for this one, and it is VEEERRY cheap. I take out a loan every year that just barely scrapes me by.
But, I do have a few good friends. They 'know' me. But I don't always feel like they 'get' me. You know?
Yeah I know. I often feel the same with random people I have to work with or so. But I guess I'm lucky what comes to my friends because most of the time they 'get' me and we get along almost without words if necessary. It's kinda funny imho because I've always thought that I'm some kind of social misfit because I don't enjoy getting shitfaced and hitting the bars but it seems I've met some of the very best people because of that. It's good feeling when someone really understands you.
And yeah. Money would have been a problem for me too if there weren't a social security system in here. Basically in here you can study as much as you want for practically free. The flipside of the coin is that the salaries are crap when compared to the US and they are also heavily taxed.
And yeah. Money would have been a problem for me too if there weren't a social security system in here. Basically in here you can study as much as you want for practically free. The flipside of the coin is that the salaries are crap when compared to the US and they are also heavily taxed.
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