This was written way back in grade 10... wow, it feels weird to say that now. It's only been 2 and a half years but still. Anywho back to the point.

if I remember correctly, at the time I was torn up about the fact I was having trouble dealing with emotions I had, mostly fear, sadness, regret, some happiness and resentment. never hate though, I've promised myself never to do that since it's torn some of my friends apart.
I thought how easier life would be if i could just hid my emotions away and not have to deal with them anymore. or not to have them at all. i think a few days later, My friends had a bit of a fight in front of everyone (not a fist fight, one girl misheard what another girl said and took it as an insult) both refused to apologized, and one ran off. No one moved, so i went after her to see if I could help at all. I listened to her for a while and afterwards i felt good about myself.

A few days passed when I got sad again, can't remember why though, and I remembered what i did. I wrote this as a spur of the moment thing to get the thoughts of hiding my emotions out. It worked.

PS. I recently found this when talking with a fur. i had some other poetry he liked and went to find more. this one has a special place in me, so I felt it deserved to be uploaded.
ENJOY! :3