:( wish i knew what was going on, but i wouldnt wanna be a bother hun

my old dog is at that point and although we've kinda seen it coming it still feels like the world is ending. its not a bother, just a rough time.

awwwww *gives you a big tight hug* i know how that can be and it really isnt something anyone should have to go through :/

its part of the price for the love you get, that its over far too soon

when i was 13, moving from home to home in the custody of child services, i spent a day at my social workers house temporarily while she looked for my next place of residence. she had a dog named rusty. he was a labrador/golden retreiver mix. he was like the coolest dog ever. anyway, i played with him all day up to the point where we both fell asleep and i curled up burying myhead into his cozy fur. then when i woke up, he was gone. just sleeping there peacefully. even though i knew him for such a short time, i cried so hard when it happened. i didnt know what to do and i hated life for taking him away. i have really bad luck holding things close, so i spent years keeping myself away from others. losing something or someone close is torture on the heart :/

my dog gave me a reason to get out of my house and start living like an adult. I could not functionally live at home, and I got him not knowing if I could keep him. I was told I couldn't so I moved out. I got an apartment and bills, had to get a real job. Had some issues with my husband (then boyfriend) not being willing to move in or help me out, but Bax was always there, even though he was supposed to be "ours" he was mine, is mine, and I do him injustice pretending that he can keep going like things are, its a hard thing to come to.

i really am sorry to hear this :(
dogs really are those kinds of pet that would do just as much for you as you would for them.